oh, hi

it's been awhile.

the funny thing is that while in the scheme of things... feels a hell of a lot longer.

once again my job has transformed and configured me.

once again in a short period of time i have felt and experienced such an intense amount of growth that i can't even begin to type it out.

the changes that are occurring are glorious and beautiful, and i yet again am excited by things unfolding in front of me.

i'm still in alberta until sunday... and then i'm back to ottawa again for a few days.

next week is my tattoo, which after this past little bit has just made me even more excited and ready for this ink.

next week is also five years since i lost my brother.

the tears i've cried for him this past week have been tears of growth and healing.

five years is a lot to take in, but i've been surrounded by the most amazing people that i am so humbled to call my coworkers supporting me through the transitions and processing of this date rapidly approaching.

i realize how out there and corny i often sound these days, but the spiritual quest and journey i've been on in the past year (and beyond) has been so amazing.

i cannot wait to see what the next year unfolds.

and the year after that and that and that.