Wednesday, May 4, 2011

What I deserve

I'm a good person. I see the good in people. I give second chances. I have a big heart. 

Unfortunately, being this type of person sets you up to have your heart trampled on.

Today is a new day, and it's time to say next.

It's time to let go.

It's time to see the bright future right in front of me.

I know what I deserve, and I will never settle for less than that.

My heart is trampled, my heart has been walked all over, but that will never get me down.

I will always believe in love. 

Real love.  

I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live
-without-each-other love (thanks C. Bradshaw!). 

Real love stories don't have endings.

I'm at the end of a love story... and if it was real it wouldn't end.

And well... that just tells me my real love story is still out there.

My ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love story.

Why?

because I fucking deserve it.

15 comments:

oh_mg said...

So perfect! And you'll get it, too - because you deserve it. ♥

Layla said...

Yes you do!!!! And you will damn well have it, too. :)

Anonymous said...

YES!!!!!

I cant even tell you how proud I am of you!!!! It's all SO true!!! You deserve nothing but the best!!

LOVE YOU x infinity!!!!

<3 Katie

Jen said...

Your future is bright and happy and full of love - cheers, my friend!

texancountess said...

You do deserve it. This honestly makes me so happy to read. ((hugs)) to you!

Jess said...

Good for YOU!!! You WILL find it!

timothy said...

yes gorram it, you DO deserve it! great post glad you realize that, don't ever settle for less than the best! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Ellen Stewart (aka Ellie/El/e/Mrs. Seaman) said...

Okay, it's me, your 50 year old reader. There are too many women, both young and old, who decide to be with the wrong man just because they "love" him.

If you are patient and discerning, and it sounds like you are, you will know when it is right. Be ready to wait, you can work to find love, but you can't make it happen.

When it's right, you will know.

Hugs from IL.

Ellen Stewart (aka Ellie/El/e/Mrs. Seaman) said...

Oh, and instead of thinking about what you deserve, think about who deserves you. You are a gift.

Meg O. said...

AMEN! You DO deserve the best LOVE that you could ever imagine! You are WORTH IT!

steph c said...

I love that. You are absolutely right.. real love stories don't have endings. You SO deserve one, times a million. It's out there for you <3

MandeeFoFandee said...

I cannot tell you how much I love this post! you DO deserve true, real love and it will find you when you least expect it! <3

becca said...

what a beautiful post

MJ said...

Yay! I'm so glad you're HERE! And you totally do deserve it. Go get that beautiful, bright future!

Jessica said...

You do deserve it and you will find it!

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