I wanted to post this yesterday because I had a plan for today, but I guess this will have to do for now, I might pump out two posts or save my other one for tomorrow. Who knows?
I just needed to get out. Breathe. See the world in a different way and come out the other side. I came home on Wednesday evening and just finally felt at peace. There was a bit of drama that doesn't need to be rehashed... but the end of it all is that I am truly ready to move on now.
It took a month of figuring out how I felt, and a few nails put in a coffin on the other end to get me here, but I am. I can clearly see now what happened, what was missing, what I need and where I am now at.
I am so excited about this new chapter of my life, and finally accepting what has happened and moving on. Seriously.
I needed to get away so badly, let me just say it's exactly what the doctor ordered!
Being in the oil rig capital of Canada helped too... all the young buff men of the Oil Sands around the city was fun! {grin}
Anyways, now that I feel like I'm finally in this place where I am at peace with what has happened, and no longer feel sadness, bitterness and hostility towards the situation (aside from the fact that I am upset that he has done some prematurely hurtful things, which is a different kind of upset) ...I am no longer upset over the end of the relationship. It needed to happened.
I will always treasure the memories we made and the life we made together, but that is now over, and it should be.
Once again, thank-you to everyone that has provided me with advice and insight, emails to cry on (haha!) and checking in on me. I can't thank you enough.
And my family and friends that read my blog... a massive thank-you to you too! I couldn't have done it without you!
So the world is now my oyster (well it always was...) and it's time for me to move on to bigger and better things!
And that... is something I couldn't be more excited about!
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| No source, I made this. My photo! I love this quote...minus the trust thing, I think you can have faith and trust in others! |
5 comments:
Yay! Glad you're back (and Blogger, too) and feeling so good about things!
Cheers to a bright future!
Well this is great news I am so happy you are feeling in a better place now I hope the feeling continues.......
life is so stressful at times and we all need to find a way of dealing with the stressful situations we encounter..............sending hugs and good vibes your way.
wonderful, i'm glad you see the opportunity now. and as hard as it is the journey is worth it. you are such an intelligent strong woman i know you'll be successful at whatever you try. and lemme tell you i was freakin out when blogger kept telling me your post did not exist! lolol i'm glad they fixed it but my oh my i think i might just be addicted to those i follow!
it's kind of funny but in thinking about/planning my bday i keep thinking of you, i'm glad i share that day with your brother and that i'll be doing my part to be joyous on that day. so celebrate him as you do and if it gets blue try to think of me and smile! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Girl, your attitude is great and I'm so glad you're feeling better and ready to tackle life. To new beginnings!
"Good things fall apart so better things can fall together." I love that. It's wonderful to hear that you are in a good place right now. All this hurt and craziness and drama will ultimately make you stronger in the end.. as if you could get stronger. Psh ;)
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